01.28.08
Poem IX: After Justin’s Final Rejection, Holly Brightweed Contemplates Becoming a Nun; Her Mother Cautions Her
(Mother)
“But not
to love,
who had
no thought
but love,
begot
of love?
It’s sad.”
(Holly)
“That I
who have
a heart
laid by
should salve
my smart
alone
and die
two ways
unknown?”
This high
I raise
my goal:
to hate
my life.
My soul
will mate
with strife.
And still
when all
is said,
I choose
so fine
a pain!
To lose
all mine
and gain
my fill
of All
instead!”
(Mother)
“But when
you’ve done
all this,
your All
may still
include
the men -
The One;
The Kiss;
the fall;
the thrill -
God’s good.”